今天在Huiying不小心说出咒语的半个小时后,我就像个obedient child一样,无法控制双脚,一步一步走向那恐怖的Medical Centre去看医生。(拜托,下次若我又不幸生病的话,千万不要说出“看医生”和“吃完整瓶药”类似的话语。因为我很‘bantang’的。) 最最最讨厌那瓶鲜红色的药水了!超不想把它吞进肚子的,但是没办法咯。>_< 今天喝了好多好多水,上了很多很多次厕所。 明明是口干嘛,但是也在同个时间尿急!好矛盾。 唔,说些其它的吧。刚才华乐团的主席打了电话给我,告诉我被选为南大华乐团Main com的Publicity Officer!好开心!可是明天却不能早回家,因为明天晚上会有Meeting让前委员交代我们这些新血有关接棒的工作,所以只能在过后才能回家咯。 看样子今年的教师节应该没办法回母校去了吧。反正中秋节会回去表演古筝演奏,那时候才回去看看他们吧!^_^ 唔~好晕哦。还是去orh orh好了。X_X 大家要好好保重身子啊!不要像我这样变成病猫咯。 Labels: My Voice 我の声音
喔!老娘病倒咯! Labels: My Voice 我の声音
星期天起了个大早,口干舌燥,爬到厕所去梳洗。漱口时就感觉到喉咙痛了。没吃早餐就匆匆忙忙奔到学生家里去为她补习。结果连续两个小时不间断念了12 chapters of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. 回到家里声音就快没有了。星期一晚上华乐团练习过后好了些,哪知道星期二病情恶化,开始有点感冒的症状,晚上喉咙极痒难耐,咳了大半晚,恶梦做了整夜。
我梦到有坏安娣在我旧家外采我们种的石榴花和快成熟的果子。
Auntie: (隔着咱们房间的铁窗问)可以采吗?(面无表情)
Me:不可以啦!除非是那些掉在楼下的,你就可以去捡咯。
Auntie:(笑笑,没说话。伸手去摘下果子。每摘一个,就回头望望我脸上的表情。继续微笑。)
Me:Oy Auntie!不可以这样的hor!~ (想要阻止她,但是却隔着铁窗。)
Auntie:(阴笑。把快要成为果实的花的花瓣慢慢撕下。)
Me:(完全疯掉)OY!你这样会有报应的hor!(Auntie再撒下另一片花瓣。SMIRK.)
Me:你会有报应的!会有报应的!你会有报应的!!~~(被身后的妹妹拉走)
惊醒。
起来后没有半点精神。看到镜子里的自己把自己吓一跳后才去梳洗,准备上课。唉。
保佑我快快好起来吧!因为这样好累,而且每天早上声音都会变得很man,超不习惯的咧。鼻音重得可以模仿陈伟联当年的唱腔了。好辛苦。
我要抱抱!X_X
唉,刚才在宿舍楼下遇到两个OG-Mates,很礼貌的跟她们打了招呼,结果一个很敷衍的给了我一个超假的weak smile,另一个完全把眼睛贴在天上的星星那里。
我要在今年圣诞节来临之前变美,看你们还能怎样!哼!>_<
大家!等着瞧吧!看看老娘怎么换pattern!
But first, 先让我好好养病吧。呵呵呵。
脑子里有太多思绪,一下子没法把想说的好好表达出来。 Labels: My Voice 我の声音
两天前跟新同学在公车站谈起她一见钟情的经验,还有每一次都因为对自己的信心不足而放弃了多次良好机会。唉。都是臭男人惹的祸那!过后又说了大学里的好男生好像都消失了,不然就是根本不存在。(这样写大概会被众多男同学围殴吧。)
说起来也对啦,在大学里的小小科系里男生其实也不多,尤其要有相同兴趣,能够谈得来的也很少。(Please lar, 连我听的歌,支持的偶像,喜欢的tarot占卜都很少女同学喜欢)现在大多数的男生大概都比较喜欢粘着那些穿着时髦,长得天生丽质的小女生吧,像我这样子“粗枝大叶”,说活不文雅,身材比得上家里晾衣服的竹竿,胸前比国际有名的飞机场更像飞机场的女生,请问哪位uncle会去理睬啊?
唉。应该是老天爷要我好好在大学里念书吧。
是闷的咯。大学就真的只是这样吗?
哈,多谢了。
It had been a hectic week for me. Labels: My Voice 我の声音
I tried running for a position in a ridiculously segregated ECA with a full cohort of reluctant members and a current committee consisting of the ON people, who practically enjoy badmouthing their supposedly 'irresponsible' exco mates in front of freshies. Apparently they know nothing of the power of karma. For sure.
The rally was really an eye-opener. Arrows were flying haphazardly across the lecture theatre, too many for the number of on-lookers who turned up for the showdown. Now I am fully convinced that one must learn how to make use of 'back doors' in order to survive in university. Be it the competition for hall allocation or the race in getting into the 'cool' exco for points, there will always be a back door for all the brave souls who enjoy basking in the limelight and the feel of satisfaction of being popular among their fellow ON mates.
Well you can't believe the JOY I felt rushing through me when I realised that my name wasn't on the new exco name list! I went "HENG ARH!!!!~~~"
I would rather run for a position in the more family-like ECAs like Chinese Orchestra and Buddhism Society. ^_^ I LOVE MUSIC! ::random::
Read my new class mate's blog and realised that I am not the only one feeling that hint of jealousy when I saw couples on the campus e.g. walking, lunching, resting, mugging, returning to hostel together. Somehow I am starting to feel immune to such scenes after 3 weeks in university. I can now declare that I have developed selective sight and hearing with all campus couples as my official trainers. YEAH!~ (duh.)
The business and communication studies people had already started to pair up (within their school) starting from week 1. Extremely scary phenomenon.
LIKE I CARE ARH!
Ok ok. Seems like I still can't get my cert from my 'official trainers'. -_-''
AARGH WELL.
我们常常害怕失去,但是更抗拒拥有。 Labels: 我的成长教室
人有个坏习惯。就是总爱往最高处攀去,一路到了顶峰才发现高处不胜寒的感觉难受。
这就是我们害怕拥有得太多的原因啦。
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一人一半 - 伍家辉 (881 O.S.T.) Labels: 让眼睛和耳朵去旅游
刚刚一边冲凉,一边想了很多事。 墙角青苔总是绿得太快 回忆慢慢慢慢爬起来 煮一杯热咖啡喝一些固执的以为 我们一直到最后才学会哭泣时候谁安慰 而成长让人觉得累却已没有办法后退 Labels: 我的成长教室
腿上那堆红红痒痒的小红点已经慢慢消肿了。我想应该是因为这一整天我都没特意去注意它们吧,所以它们才会有机会专心康复。(我越看就会越想去搔它们嘛。)若是真让我成天这么‘盯着’(=搔着),小红点必定会痒得更厉害!
成长过程中的问题也和这个道理一样~
有些问题越搔就越痒,痒到不能停止搔痒,结果皮破血流,又多了道疤痕。问题却依然存在。
我宁愿不去理它,让一切顺其自然,以不变应万变!嘿嘿嘿。
这就是 WISE TG 的 wisdom~ ^_^
I am so glad that I can spend 4 days out of the week at home! 1) Anti-banana Xiumin escaping from a spoonful of banana 2) Anti-banana Xiumin kenna that spoonful of banana Labels: My Voice 我の声音
I don't like sleeping at the hostel because everyday when I wake up there will be new itchy additions to my thighs and legs. T_T So itchy lor, those tiny bloodsuckers sucked my blood and made my thighs so ugly with so many scars now! And I cannot concentrate during lectures due to the horrible itch.
Spent 2 full hours in the HSS library yesterday. Will die from zapping too much stuff man~ So many sets of thick thick notes to read though and to prepare for tutorials! T_T
Went out for dinner with ex collegues on national day. We missed the fireworks while eating. Had the 2nd banana split in 2 weeks' time.
We Live In Singapura - Hossan Leong Labels: 让眼睛和耳朵去旅游
Cheers Singapore! Happy 42th Birthday!
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After talking to her tonight, I realised that I really missed the JC days when we were very busy but still enjoyed it. I missed all my friends! I missed the PW days!
T_T
I had my first lecture today: Literature Pre Qin, Han, Wei & Jin. Quite fun la, but there're alot of stuff to read up on. And I saw the very pro ex-lep-mate taking the same course as me! Shit lor, now I am damn stressed. Why don't the pro ppl just leave us alone?
Aargh. I am stupid.
I chose 2 of the prescribed electives already (have to take 5 in the 4 years). Initially I wanted to take translation, but there wasn't any vacancies left! Whoa, I qi gek lor. In the end, I chose weird subjects.
-Introduction to Chinese Language (CORE SUBJECT)
-Introduction Study of Literature & Culture (CORE SUBJECT)
-Literature Pre Qin, Han, Wei & Jin (CORE SUBJECT)
-The Craft of Writing (something like Eng & GP)
-Genes R Us (should be biology bah)
-Traditional chinese medicine: A Primer Course
So on Wed, I'll have the genes course and TCM course one after another= 6hrs of lectures straight!!!!
Lolx~ I am stupid la, haven't I told you that already?
Class ending at 7.30pm tomorrow, so I can only go home after that for national day and come back on Friday. May be meeting up with CMH on friday after school for movie or smth. I don't want to be stuck in my hostel! Going out with my ex collegues on national day for dinner and to chat abit :) Happy! I want to go home~ I missed my baba, mummy, meimei and bunny! I missed my whoa-so-big-bathroom and whoa-so-comfortable-bed-&-pillow!
I bought the printer already and shit la, the ink runs out at a speed that no sprinter can beat. KNS! KNS! KNS! KNS! KNS AHH!
I want to SCREAM AND GO CRAZY! ::random::
Got to go look through my oh-so-thick notes for my intro to chinese language lecture (8.30am) and the 55 ppt slides for the chinese medicine lecture tmr. Have to go to the library and print the excerpts from books as well.
Aargh. I missed Sec sch! I missed JC!
KNS AH KNS!!!~~
五月天真是个天才乐团,他们的歌曲总是能为许多人在不同的时候说出那些说不出的话。
Today is the official college reopening day, but I am at my hostel now, slacking away~ Lolx. Not really la, I've to go check my lessons' locations and the notes and books which I need through the online portal. There will not be any tutorials for this first week and so on the originally tutorial-full Monday, I am here blogging lor.
I saw the reading materials posted for the Craft of Writing class... Wahlao will study till peng sia. I think going to the library to print out the stuff there won't be really efficient, because there are too many things to print and too many students going there to use the printers. NTU Yr1 + Yr 2 + Yr 3 + Yr4 undergrads= how many ppl?!
Had to get my Craft of Writing textbook soon. The first lecture is on this Friday. Went to the Popular Website to check for the price, but it wasn't there. Guess I'll have to go personally to the Campus Popular Bookstore to get it. Must be quite ex bah. X_X
Anyway this Craft of Writing class is something like GP class bah. It's in English, and all students are required to take it. Including those taking Chinese course in the HSS faculty. There's no exams for this subject, but it's project-based. X_X
I'm thinking of getting a cheap printer from Jurong point to install in my hostel so that I don't have to fight for printers with the others (Yr 1s especially) and I can print the notes whenever I want eg in the middle of the night. Lolx~
Trying to get used to hall-living, but I can't seem to get used to waking up early. I can only wake up naturally at around 9am. T_T Guess itx a habit that I kept to for the past 7 months while I worked afternoon shift at that tuition centre as an "admin executive" bah. Aargh. A bit vexed when I thought of this stupid job. Should I continue working in this company with terrible management? I don't want to work hard then have everything becoming a mess because of plain miscommunication and bad working relationship between the management and admin of the different branches. And the stress level of working at the main office will be like WHOA.
I just want to spend more time at home when I am not in school and hostel. I don't like being controlled and limited to a place that I can go. I don't want to spend all of my time at the campus. I will miss my family and friends! Really sianed lor.
Attended 2 camps so far. The first one was hall camp that lasted for 5 hiong days. The games were all fun and my group was the best OG of the FOC, everyone enjoyed the 5 days alot. But somehow I felt quite left out lah. They are all nice people, but we think at different frequencies. On the 2nd day I already reported sick (REALLY sick ok) and stayed in my hostel liao, quite reluctant to go back to the group. I only joined the group again on the 2nd night (I didn't turn up for the beach games @ Sentosa). I know it's wrong to run away, but I can't help it. It was really tough to blend into the group mah. I forced myself to continue sticking with the team till the very last day... and I ended up with a lost feeling. Sometimes during the camp when everyone was enjoying, cheering and running and chionging for the games, I would suddenly 'wake up' and wonder why I was still there. The more I stayed there, the sadder I got. I mean, it's not any one's fault lah, just that some people can't really click and I have the intention to run away right from the start, so it's my own fault bah. T_T
I don't know why I have this very guilty feeling for the past few days. People keep telling me that it was not my fault, but the more they say it, the more guilty I get. Curiosity kills. Knowing too much things will hurt de lor. (-_-)'' Sometimes it's better to keep things the way they are. No one will be hurt at all.
I remembered huifang talking about Johnny Cade's words to Ponyboy (The Outsiders) some time ago: Stay Gold.
Nothing gold can stay. But at least for now, let's all stay gold before it's too late. Don't let the journey of growing up become a burden and then regret about it when we all grow old. I think too many of the adults are already suffering from this right now.
Had another very short camp yesterday: the Chinese camp. I enjoyed much more during this camp although my group was the smallest group and the duration of the camp was rather short. 李白rocks! :) I got to know a senior in my group (now course-mates) who was from NYJC and from my senior class: A7B. I am from 05A7B, he's from 03A7B! Lolx~ Such a coincidence!
And we all are going to watch 苏打绿's performance at NTU next Sunday! This is called REAL BONDING! WOO!~ 李白's voted the most enthu group among the rest lor.
杜甫:tofu
诸葛亮:chocolate
孔仲尼 (孔子):Johnny Kong
苏东坡 (苏轼):sotong ball
老子:your father (Lolx!~)
Hehheh~ I LOVE CHINESE!
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真没想到我全家竟然在前五名以内~都是无情的使者!~ (-_-)''
看着身边的朋友一个一个倒下,竟不禁觉得自己还蛮坚强的。 Labels: My Voice 我の声音
嘿嘿嘿。
这就是水瓶座の智慧!^__^
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