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Monday, August 6, 2007 9:38 AM

五月天真是个天才乐团，他们的歌曲总是能为许多人在不同的时候说出那些说不出的话。

Today is the official college reopening day, but I am at my hostel now, slacking away~ Lolx. Not really la, I've to go check my lessons' locations and the notes and books which I need through the online portal. There will not be any tutorials for this first week and so on the originally tutorial-full Monday, I am here blogging lor.

I saw the reading materials posted for the Craft of Writing class... Wahlao will study till peng sia. I think going to the library to print out the stuff there won't be really efficient, because there are too many things to print and too many students going there to use the printers. NTU Yr1 + Yr 2 + Yr 3 + Yr4 undergrads= how many ppl?!

Had to get my Craft of Writing textbook soon. The first lecture is on this Friday. Went to the Popular Website to check for the price, but it wasn't there. Guess I'll have to go personally to the Campus Popular Bookstore to get it. Must be quite ex bah. X_X

Anyway this Craft of Writing class is something like GP class bah. It's in English, and all students are required to take it. Including those taking Chinese course in the HSS faculty. There's no exams for this subject, but it's project-based. X_X

I'm thinking of getting a cheap printer from Jurong point to install in my hostel so that I don't have to fight for printers with the others (Yr 1s especially) and I can print the notes whenever I want eg in the middle of the night. Lolx~

Trying to get used to hall-living, but I can't seem to get used to waking up early. I can only wake up naturally at around 9am. T_T Guess itx a habit that I kept to for the past 7 months while I worked afternoon shift at that tuition centre as an "admin executive" bah. Aargh. A bit vexed when I thought of this stupid job. Should I continue working in this company with terrible management? I don't want to work hard then have everything becoming a mess because of plain miscommunication and bad working relationship between the management and admin of the different branches. And the stress level of working at the main office will be like WHOA.

I just want to spend more time at home when I am not in school and hostel. I don't like being controlled and limited to a place that I can go. I don't want to spend all of my time at the campus. I will miss my family and friends! Really sianed lor.

Attended 2 camps so far. The first one was hall camp that lasted for 5 hiong days. The games were all fun and my group was the best OG of the FOC, everyone enjoyed the 5 days alot. But somehow I felt quite left out lah. They are all nice people, but we think at different frequencies. On the 2nd day I already reported sick (REALLY sick ok) and stayed in my hostel liao, quite reluctant to go back to the group. I only joined the group again on the 2nd night (I didn't turn up for the beach games @ Sentosa). I know it's wrong to run away, but I can't help it. It was really tough to blend into the group mah. I forced myself to continue sticking with the team till the very last day... and I ended up with a lost feeling. Sometimes during the camp when everyone was enjoying, cheering and running and chionging for the games, I would suddenly 'wake up' and wonder why I was still there. The more I stayed there, the sadder I got. I mean, it's not any one's fault lah, just that some people can't really click and I have the intention to run away right from the start, so it's my own fault bah. T_T

I don't know why I have this very guilty feeling for the past few days. People keep telling me that it was not my fault, but the more they say it, the more guilty I get. Curiosity kills. Knowing too much things will hurt de lor. (-_-)'' Sometimes it's better to keep things the way they are. No one will be hurt at all.

I remembered huifang talking about Johnny Cade's words to Ponyboy (The Outsiders) some time ago: Stay Gold.

Nothing gold can stay. But at least for now, let's all stay gold before it's too late. Don't let the journey of growing up become a burden and then regret about it when we all grow old. I think too many of the adults are already suffering from this right now.

Had another very short camp yesterday: the Chinese camp. I enjoyed much more during this camp although my group was the smallest group and the duration of the camp was rather short. 李白rocks! :) I got to know a senior in my group (now course-mates) who was from NYJC and from my senior class: A7B. I am from 05A7B, he's from 03A7B! Lolx~ Such a coincidence!

And we all are going to watch 苏打绿's performance at NTU next Sunday! This is called REAL BONDING! WOO!~ 李白's voted the most enthu group among the rest lor.

杜甫：tofu

诸葛亮：chocolate

孔仲尼（孔子）：Johnny Kong

苏东坡（苏轼）：sotong ball

老子：your father (Lolx!~)

Hehheh~ I LOVE CHINESE!

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